I gave up on the last few days of the fast and felt bad and did not celebrate with others.

I think emotionally I do not celebrate enough. May be this is my nature to slightly less social and a loner. I had to eat in the last two days of the fast on Thursday the 17th. I then did not attend the photo session with Greenpeace or the dinner where others would break their fast. I regret this now. My work and my physical health and weird sleeping hours kept me away.